|Our love and memories are his legacy...
I just miss him endlessly,
dwell on the immense possibilities that Jay never fulfilled and try hard to focus on all those times that were careless and hopeful and free of pain. He was such a beautiful and generous soul who had turned his life around and I loved him.
Jay tried so hard to overcome his demons for all of his life and the effort was always courageous. He gave me so much and I believe I am a better person for having known him. And now, even though it seems he gave up on himself, I will never give up on him. I believe I am blessed to have known him and will cherish his memory forever.